Overjoyed!

I don't know how to express what I feel right now. Daddy GOD surprised me tremendously. Just yesterday,  pregnancy test and ultrasound showed positive results. Just yesterday, I've found out I am already a mom. Yes! Yes! Yes! I am pregnant. I am overjoyed! The feelings are just unexplainable. Who says that no person can be changed overnight? I am changed. I am new a person. I am now a mom - a loving mom. Dati, I don't care if I don't eat my breakfast. I don't care if I'm hungry or not. I just don't take care of my body enough. But not anymore. I need the loving discipline for my Baby... 

My first ultrasound

This morning, before Baby and I have our first breakfast, we first thank Daddy God. (Pano 'yun, Lolo God nya? haha...) Mommy thanked GOD for the priceless gift, for the greatest blessing. I am overwhelmed as He reminds me of His love, goodness, faithfulness and grace. I really didn't expect that I'm pregnant. But I did pray for that. He is really the GOD who answers prayer... in His perfect time.

I remember how I became so careless... Takbo dito, takbo doon. Buhat ng mabibigat. Twice nagpahilot. Laging nagpupuyat. Tamad kumain... My Baby fought for his/her life. Ang tibay ng kapit! Made in Japan eh... Hehe... I just couldn't help but cry for GOD's protection to my Baby. I felt the strong love that Daddy GOD has for me and my Baby. Mas lalo ko naintindihan what these verses mean:

For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.

Your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.

- Psalm 139: 13,14,16

Despite of all my carelessness, Baby is still in my womb because Daddy GOD has hidden him under His wings. His loving protection will never leave him.

Baby, every move I make, I think about you... Mommy loves you so much... Because of you, lalo ulit napapalapit si Mommy kay GOD. Di ka pa pinapanganak, you are already glorifying GOD. Baby, you're gonna be a servant of GOD. You're gonna serve Him all the days of your life. You will make a difference. You will exalt GOD's name. Baby, you're gonna dedicate your life to him. You will be born for him. You're gonna live for Him. Mommy is already proud of you.

Originally written last Nov 24, 2009